For The Addicts

You are reaching and your addiction has made you feel like you are your own ghost. I know from experience that like any addiction, whatever yours is, you are dealing with many of the same emotions any trauma brings on. You’ve read so many resources trying to end this journey of addiction you’ve reached out

Overcoming Self Sabotaging In New Relationships

I haven’t been single very long now but even so there are still lessons I am learning and understanding regarding new relationships in comparison to my past one. As new people come into your life it is natural to discover also new anxiety as well. Things that you may not have yet been aware of

Lives Of Memories

I went to see the sunrise but my body would not allow me to leave. So I was unable to get there, where the earth turns downward to bring the burning star over the horizon. For a moment it became a realization that I nor anyone else had ever seen the sun actually rise. It

RPTSD Relational Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

For a moment can we focus on the last word within this. Disorder. Both meanings are key to what PTSD really is. A state of confusion. Disrupting the systematic functioning or neat arrangement of something. So it would be fairly easy to say that truly this is just a term for what most likely you

The God Angle: Love (Trigger Warning Sexual Abuse)

The God Angle & Other Secrets We Never Should Have Kept From Ourselves. If you arrived upon this for the poetry then scroll to the bottom where it says 436 Words: unless you want the back story. In the recent past I came to understand a great deal of how I was viewing my relationships

“Ghostlighting” The Ever Living Connection Between Need & Abuse

As we heal more every day you may find it new when connecting or interacting with people whether in relationships, friendship or family. At times wondering if this is what it feels like to have “normal” interactions with people. The need for an explanation of people’s actions and behavior may be present even as those

My New Found Connection Between Food & Art

Many times I have developed skills or new styles to do work for a client, so it is no surprise that I found a connection between trying new things as a combination. As of late whether when dining alone or with someone I have taken to doodling or drawing. It is a way to disconnect