Not Allowing Others To Take Blame Within Your Recovery.

Within your time of growing and recovering you may find those around you starting to feel somewhat responsible for anything they have felt they could have helped in but did not. It is just important to make sure that a finality is given to them. That they are not a part of what you are

Life: Still Worth Living

At each great point in our lives we understand some sort of fantastic victory or as an alternate some overwhelming stark reality of disparity. But until just recently I had never dealt with battling the ideas of whether life had some possible escape through death. As so not to forget that my own words can

Overcoming Abuse From A Narcissist

We’re all capable of abuse when we’re frustrated or hurt. We may be guilty of criticizing, judging, withholding, and controlling, but some abusers, including narcissists, take abuse to a different level. Narcissistic abuse can be physical, mental, emotional, sexual, financial, and/or spiritual. Some types of emotional abuse are not easy to spot, including manipulation. It can include emotional blackmail, using threats and

Lives Of Memories

I went to see the sunrise but my body would not allow me to leave. So I was unable to get there, where the earth turns downward to bring the burning star over the horizon. For a moment it became a realization that I nor anyone else had ever seen the sun actually rise. It

RPTSD Relational Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

For a moment can we focus on the last word within this. Disorder. Both meanings are key to what PTSD really is. A state of confusion. Disrupting the systematic functioning or neat arrangement of something. So it would be fairly easy to say that truly this is just a term for what most likely you

Love: The Only Emotion You Should Keep Bottled Up & Why

If you have experienced a breakup, whether it is the first or hopefully your last. If you have experienced abuse of any sort. It has somehow originated from love or the lack thereof. So now maybe you feel as if you have lost all that defines who you are. This is not a healthy emotion

When Someone You Love Kills You

Yes, that is pretty straight forward. You probably keep a lot of things buried as you are trying to battle your way back to reality. If you are still in the midst of your abuse or have just gotten out of it then it may feel like you are just laying there looking up wondering

The God Angle: Fear

If someone makes you feel fear at all then your love or relationship is not from a good place. It is not from God or from any higher power or plane of existence. For it is fundamental in any belief that Love is not made up of fear. Even scriptures thousands of years old say

The God Angle: Love (Trigger Warning Sexual Abuse)

The God Angle & Other Secrets We Never Should Have Kept From Ourselves. If you arrived upon this for the poetry then scroll to the bottom where it says 436 Words: unless you want the back story. In the recent past I came to understand a great deal of how I was viewing my relationships

Emotional Road Blocks In New Relationships

Too often we may feel we are ready to dive into a new relationship but as we move forward you may discover that certain memories or emotions that have been instilled in you are still present. Regardless of what they are I have found that you can turn these things into new boundaries regarding the